Close your eyes. Look around you.
Look around you. Some things are clear. The internet is not the solution. It may not be the problem but it's a distraction. Turn off the monitor. Listen carefully as the PC powers down. Take a deep breath. Walk away. There is something at the back of your mind that needs facing. Turn around.
Make a phone call. Go to the pub. Have a bath and then moisturise. File your names. Empty the ashtray and hoover thoroughly.
You cannot construct an existence entirely out of HTML. And no, Freecell and Minesweeper are not the answers.